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COLLAPSE [ALBUM]

by Lav Andula

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1.
Foundation 04:07
This is not a lust for destruction This is not a lust for despair They say our foundation is crumbling We know it never was there Birthed into a hollow god We won't beg for scraps We'll reap our crop Birthed into a hollow god We've asked for grain They've taken our mud This is not a lust for destruction This is not a lust for despair They say our foundation is crumbling We know it never was there Birth into a hollow god We must not beg for scraps We'll reap our crop Birth into.a hollow god He's drained our water So we'll drain his blood A father who starves is no father But a farmer who harvests decay A father who starves is no father We'll see who drinks when the well is dry
2.
Give me an excuse to relax Relax Relax Relax Relax Kill me give me flames to breathe Relax Relax Relax Relax Eat me leave just bones and teeth Relax Relax Relax Relax Give me an excuse to relax Relax Relax Relax Relax
3.
Earth And Air Earth and Air Fire Fire Fire Earth Air Fire Blood Blood Don't wanna Curse you No, I just wanna have fun So (please) Just let me be Heaven Heaven is calling for me Heaven Heaven is calling for me Heaven Heaven is calling for me I've got a glass jar full of Roses and dirt (heheh) But my heart's just full of thorns Well, Thorns and Blood Blood Don't wanna Hurt you No, I just wanna feel alive (please) Leave me alone Heaven is calling me home Heaven Heaven is calling for me Heaven Heaven is calling for me Blood
4.
(Lav) I need a hand (or whatever) I just wanna get back on my feet I found a home in this hole With the worms that devour me The heat that's melted my skin The Dust enveloping me I can't escape my own soul Or the sparks that burst from its seams (father son holy spirit) I talked to God He said "bitch get back on your knees," "you have made yourself worthless," "you're an infectious disease." Well fuck Guess I'm a traitor Can't even beg to submiss? I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this Awake Crawling Eyes Wide Dark and Dry Rolling I'm Alive (Asymptote) I don't wanna live Not like this I wanna live Not like this (Lav) Father, son, Holy Spirit I'm Awake Crawling Eyes Wide Dark and Dry Rolling I'm Alive I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live But I don't wanna live like this I wanna live (ahaha) But I don't wanna live like this
5.
King of Hell 02:18
Death on my wrists Death on my neck Death on my chest Death on my feet Death on my knees Death when I breathe Death when I eat Death when I sleep Death on repeat (haha) Death in my veins Death on my brain Death is a game Death is my name You can buy God You can buy Heaven Don't wanna sell your soul? Use someone else's You can buy a Hell And you'll be King of it And all the tortured souls Will tell you that they love it You can buy your Love You won't have to scribble When you serrate your name On the backs of other people You can buy a Hell And you'll be King of it But we can tie a rope And hang your head from it Haha Death hahahaha Death Death Death oh Death Death aaaaahhhhh haha oh oh hahah oh hahaha oh ho ho ho ha ha ha ha ha ooooooweeee
6.
So unique So successful Teach me how to be Teach me how to be just like you I wanna live I don't need I don't need my I don't need my frontal lobe anymore I don't mind the holes in my skin I just hope the roof is caving in Come with me I can teach you Teach you how to be Teach you how to be a better version of you If you live (haha) You'll be so loved By everyone Damn ! You look good with no soul (so, this guy said to me the other day, he says if.. "if you're so anti-capitalist, how come you have a phone?" and i said... "fuck you") I don't mind the holes in my skin I just hope the roof is caving in I don't mind the ghosts in my room I just hope they help me pay the bills
7.
I can't remember anything I have dreams where I lose years of time (check) There's a veil Between me and Everyone I see you speaking You are glistening It feels un Real I can't remember anything I have dreams where I lose years of time And the worst part, I think Is seeing your Face So concerned So let down You're already grieving Watching me Decay There's a wall Between me and Everyone There's a knife That sits floating Above my head There's a fog Between me and Everything else They watch they watch They envelop they watch My cells disband (forever)
8.
My head is melting Out of my skull My heart is Disintegrating How do I live Inside this Body Every Moment I'm suffocating My head is crawling out my skull My heart's disintegrating Get me out of this world I'm afraid to even breathe Feet are glued into the Earth I'm decomposing into Dirt Get me out of this world It's only getting worse How do I live Inside this Body Every Moment Is suffering
9.
Collapse 01:43

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COLLAPSE is an abrasive/ethereal/destructive piece rooted in deconstructing oppression and the need for change. It is a portrayal of desperation, constant defeat, and that moment where something clicks and we realize we can no longer stand for things as they are. It then becomes a celebration of possibilities.

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released November 13, 2020

11.13.20 on Dead Definition Records

all music written, recorded, mixed & mastered by Lav Andula *
*except for "Awake, Crawling" which features some instrumentation & vox from Asymptote

Album art by Aurora Mae & Dead Definition

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Lav Andula Reno, Nevada

harsh dance music to cry and spit blood to

contact: aludna.val@gmail.com

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